I know what I want

Each day you don’t give me a sign that there could be something here, is a day that I give in.
I give in to the settling.
I give in to the feelings of being wanted even if they aren’t reciprocated.
Each day that is lost is a day I wish I could get back and do things differently.
I wish that I could have not said anything to make you feel less than who you are.
I wish that I wouldn’t bother you as much or that at least that I would say things that are meaningful.
I really don’t know what’s going on with me.
All I know is that I know who I want, and it’s you.
But there’s another who actually shows interest.
Who, yes bothers me sometimes, but they talk to me and make me feel as though they care.
I know deep down that I can never give in to that and that I have to fight for the things in life that I truly want and I can’t settle for something that’s good enough.
I know what I want.

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